Yep, I am feeling like I have one foot in the psychiatric care unit. I have been depressed for a little to long to not call it clinical depression. Really doesn’t matter how long I’ve had it because I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder a few months ago anyway.
Gosh, I am losing the fight. Honestly, I really am scared. I can’t give up.
I don’t know, yeah, I could blame this all on work but what will that accomplish. All I want is my life to play fair so I can adjust. Right now, how could I not feel miserable.
I hope someday I can look back at this and smile. Thinking, see James, you did recover. Until then, I need to find the strength to fight for my life.